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haven blog in a long time ; u all should know
its u & wat u hav done tt made me blog again
somehow i cant explain it ; bt u broke my heart badly
all those promises ; u lied & cheated me ; i cant believe i fell for u
i cant explain hw much sadness my heart is filled nw
my heart isn;t in one piece anymore ; neither is it in two
its in many million pieces ; unable to be whole again
all ty to u ; i trusted u with all my heart
its was open to u ; for u to love or break
& u choose to fill it up with lies & promises & break it
u leave without sayin goodbye ; u leave with another guy
everyone noes im nt tt kind who cries ; even in relationships
yet u make me wanna cry ; fuck all this shit
i dunno y u did tt bt its hurts soo damn badly
i noe im gonna be depressed for a long time ; i needed u soo badly
yet u left me all alone without warnin ; im heartbroken
those nights i wait up for u ; those promises made
all useless now ; fuck them ; cos u dun seem to care anymore
u dun care bout me ; dun care bout our promises
& there ain't any us anymore ; its jus ur life & mine ; two different paths
ppl tell me nt to fall for u ; nt to trust u ; yet i did nt listen
i believed u would'nt lie to me ; i was soo damn wrong
by ur side forever ? ha ; wat a big fuckin lie tt was
all those fights ; u hurt me soo bad ; bt its nth compared
to wat u hav done now ; i nw u dun care even though i do
everyone who noes would say ur totally a bitch
walkin away with another guy without warning
without notice ; without any goodbyes
u used me ; u played my heart lyk a toy ; i was a fool
to trust u ; to miss u ; to love you ; was all part of ur plan ?
to play with me & hav a change of heart & find a new guy ?
to u ; i may be nth nw ; bt to me ur nt
even though u hurt me soo much ; it still shows i love you
wtf ? y am i still lovin u after all this ? for wat ?
i dunno y ; bt its true ; even if i dun wanna hav to do anything to do with u anymore
tt fact remains lyk i said before ; i keep my promises unlyk u
i dun lie when i said ily ; unlyk u ; it was jus a moment of fun is it ?
yea my bros warned me ; i didn't listen ; if only i had
i began to wonder ; u hav changed soo much huhs ; y hmms ?
i noe this wont go on ; bt this love still lingers around
ur gone ; im nt ; im still here lyk i told u before
u left me ; im all alone ; fuck all those lies u made to me
pcb ; wat am i to u ? think bout it ; did u really mean wat u said before ?
if u really did ; y did u hav a suddden change of heart ?
ur tellin me ; one could change their heart so quickly ?
y wont u pickup my class ? ur afraid to talk to me after wat u hav done ?
or u jus dun wanna face up to reality ; u wanna deny wat u dun wan to accept ?
life ain't lyk tt bitch ; if u done smt ; face up to it ; dun leave
the other party hangin around ; waitin for u endlessly
i dunno wat to do nw ; my heart is all gone
y did i trust u ? y did i love u ? y did i do all tt ?!
fuck ; im such a fool to hav trusted u ; i cried
this love continues even though u hurt me so bad
i wan this to end bt it cant seem to end at all
wats wrong with u ? y did u hav to do tt ? u spared no feelings for me ?
i hav nv felt this hurt before ; nv ; u broke the record ; congrats on tt
i nv love somenoe tt much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i nv trusted someone soo much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i nv had my heart so broken before ; nv ; u broke tt record too ; congrats on tt
i hav nv missed someoe soo much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i dunno hw im gonna move on ; its hard w/o u ; seems unreal
maybe ; if u still do realise ; i would be still waitin for u
i dunno ; bt tt hurt u caused would leave a scar ; in me forever ; ty for tt
all these pain & hurt ; all caused by u ; only u ; seems soo unreal

for nw i dunno y ; im still waitin for ur answer ; hais):

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