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maybe its no use lovin u



'BDON'


hihi
fucks cans ;
im kinda pissed off todae
im gonna train real hard
first to make it to team next yr
i noe its lyk im possible -bt at least
chances are there ; more than none



& im gonna get him when im done
trainin ; cos he'll regret -
im no weak ; fucks his brains
if he thinks tt ; i could win him
anytyme - its jus not now ; cos
everyone would believe him -
due to the situation tt some
fuckers do ; framin other ppl
as scapegoats - u would pay
for it one dae - bet ur life on it




& for all i noe now - her heart is not mine
its longin for someone else - must it be
lyk this - fuckers - im not gonna giv
up ; i wouldn't even if she rejects
trust me girl ; i would be tiong xim
to u derhh - even thought its not
the right tyme to tell u ; only gonna
cause complications ; confusions &
stress plus unhappiness for
everyone


i try to be strong ; i will for u
not gonna giv in ; its not soo easy
u might nv think its u ; but it is
its soo difficult ; i dunno if u noe it
but its fuckin pain to the heart
its unexplainable y to it -


we noe each other for not long
yet dreams are lyk meant for u
sleepin is to be well so tt i can
talk to u all again -
goin to sch ; cos ur also goin
wanna talk to u ; but cants
fuckin sucks - craps
& whenever ur angry or sad -
i feel more than doubly worse
cos i feel tt i could not prevent
it from happenin ; i noe its stupid
but its all too meaningful to me
im sure u would understand it ;
when ur also feelin the same




hais - im depressed whenever im
without u or talkin to u ;




'BDON'


hihi
im relieved
to noe tt things
are all ok again -
todaewas not really enjoyable
kinda fucks -
i told her i would be brb
yet i took soo long
& she even went to sleep
leavin me no chance to say
goodbye



fucks cans 0.0
keep regrettin stufff -
life's full of it ; cant it ever stop
i guess not ; gratz =.=
maybe i should tell her
but its dumb -
noein each other is not long
yet i get this - y must it
must it be her - at this tyme too
i noe ; but i can't break it to her
i need tyme ; she needs ; we need
everyone needs tyme ; some dunt
cos they jus dun hav it ;


sleepin without regrets ; lovely
sleepin with u in mind ; unforgettable
sleepin regrettin bout u ; shatterin
sleepin noein i cant get u ; depressin
sleepin noein i can get u ; timeless
will u feel the same as i do ?



'BDON'


hihi
im really sorry
wo bu shi gu yi derhh >.<
its not ur fault ;
shi wo de quo ;
really dun blame urself ;
jus put it on me -hais
i dunno how to say this but i dunno
how im gonna explain & rang ni liao jie this



todae nth much ; borin
sleepin throughout class
i knew another secret agaain
actually plenty - zzz
then went lan & had somethin on
then bo bian cannot go bball
i wannted to go ; & it was rainin
i could not go back when i could
omfg ; no yuan fen 0.0
rain also no match ; only pyhsical trainnin
then came back ; on the way with bei hao


u hope u would understand ; im really sorry
there is things i can say ; can't & dunno
im just fucked up ; its not ur fault
i hope things between us would be
alright again ; will it ?

-amelia

i guess with tmr comin ; i hope it would get
all better ; cos i really wan this to be over

'BDON'


hihi
hmms ; todae was cold
i forgotten to bring my black jacket
fucks it ` i simply regretted it ; badly
at leaast mira was there to giv me bubble gum ;
thnks ;D
lessons was borin as usual ; but not as bad todae
thnk god for tt ; amen
had art ? 0.0
brenda ong ; made me present ; kinda - erms ; weird
then after sch only bought nuggets
watched the borin lit ; i can belive got 50
hamidah still claimed the other teams were damn gd
suck her ****** ass - it was not bad ; but not gd enough to get
30 marks more ; omfg !
buyers laaaa ! craps [ maybe i will take the written test ]
then got the upper-sec bball ; watch a bit ; then headed home
my prob still haven been settled - some would noe wat - fucks-
btw ; exams is in lyk 2 or 3 weeeks ; die die die
tmr got bball & goin lan ; should be okay ; except for lessons
tmr comfirm chinese cher kill me ; haven do hw ! 0.0
maybe i'll bring jacket in case
& im bringin the white bag again - someone pissed me off todae
im not gonna say ; cos tt one is gonna get it tmr ;D
tt one would surely regetted doin wat one has done todae
hahahha
one should learn a lesson from pushin one's luck
i guess ; ive got no more things to announce to public
for now - i guess & think ~
its werid ; i hardly noe her ; yet yearns for her
its unexplainable - is this feelin true ?
or am i jus thinkin too much ;
i need more time ; for now ; our time we spend
would bring us closer
;D

'BDON'


hihi ; haha ; i recreated my blog ;
soo its looks much better & etc
check it out urself
;D
from now on ; i'll be bloggin again
hahahha
=DDD

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